Currently Playing A Crow Left of the Murder By Incubus see related

- Megalomaniac

haven't done this in a few weeks because honestly, i'm way too lazy.

but again, the last few weeks so much has happened. school is still boring old school, but that seems to be the only boring part of my life right now.  and now school soccer is over, but we're finishing out the regular season with the association cup.  and that is all the way up in redding which is uber gay.  and im really pissed and bummed out cuz i was goint to go to disney land with my youth group, hillary, and her friends.  we were gunna get to see my buddy johnathan but unless i get a miracle, that won't be happening cuz the tournament is that weekend.

last week i turned 16 so that was cool. and then i went to sac town for the weekend to go on tour with my youth group. wasn't exactly the best trip ever and didn't get a whole lot of good memories, but the ones i did get were pretty good ones i guess.

me and hillary kinda hit our first speed bump, so to say,  that weekend, but im not gunna get into details on it, cuz it's none of your buisness. so you mite be askin yourself, then why the fuck did u bring it up eric? and the answer is that it just made me realize how much i care about her and that i'd be so lost right now with out her. so we talked about it, and all tho not every aspect of the problem is all worked out yet, its definatly so much better now. and it makes me so happy that we were able to talk about it and over come it.

valentine's day was pretty damn good. hillary seemed pretty happy and thats all i really cared about.  it's like the more time we spend together, the more precious it gets, and i like that. love ya babe.

yesterday was interesting as well. i was with hillary pretty much all day but we hung out with jena and christy, and then the rest of the band and super roadie pat, and almost as super roadie adam. by the end of the night we were prank calling an asian lady and patrick was ordering chinese food from her. good day im my book. thats all i really got right now

Currently Playing Permission to Land By Darkness see related

- Get Your Hands Off My Woman

man o man, so much has happened in the last couple of weeks. but i dont feel like typing it all so ill give u a brief summary.

well school sucks, no surprise, im just sick and tired of it and all its bull shit. I got a 3.0 for my semester gpa which isnt bad or nething its just that i got really lazy and let my grades drop a little so my parents wont be too thrilled. but i dont really care any more.

other than that tho, life is absolutly great. me and hillary are doin totally awesome and i have the best time with her.  my love for her only continues to grow with each day that passes.

the band is good, as always.  we've been writing a lot of music lately and are playin another show on february 13th, its a battle of the bands for san ramon, but im not sure where or what time yet, so keep checkin the site, www.sfmband.tk  

thats all ive really got to say rite now. here are some more lyrics to leave you with from The Darkness.

The first flush of youth was upon you when our eyes first met
And I knew that to you and into your life I had to get
I felt light-headed at the touch of this stranger's hand
An assault my defences systematically failed to withstand

The state of elation that this unison of hearts achieved
I had seen, I had touched, I had tasted and I truly believed

That the light of my life
Would tear a hole right through each cloud that scudded by
Just to beam on you and I

well this is my first entry thingy in a while, so i guess ill make it pretty good

paul is gone again, so that is always on my mind.  except, this visit made him hate chicago with even more of a passion.  and its really sad to see your best friend that you've known practically since birth, go through such hell, and all i can say is: hang in there bud, things can only get better, maybe not right away, but they will dude, keep bein you.

other than that i don't think my life could be much better.  im really happy right now, and think i owe that to you hillary.  i've had some pretty depresing times in my life and you started to come around when things started to get better.  when im with you, i forget all of my troubles and i can't thank you enough.  you truly are one of a kind, and i have to be the luckiest guy in the world to be able to have you as my girl. thanks babe.

soccer is goin pretty awesome right now, we're 11-1-0 and im havin a lot of fun.  but i do know i will b plenty happy when the season is over because that'll mean more free time, hell yes!

the band is doing totally awesome, we keep pumping out killer tunes and we will probably be playin some iron horse shows as well as a battle of the bands in san ramon, so just keep on checkin the site, www.sfmband.tk    im just gunna leave ya'll with a poem ive started to write

only one more week of break, but the first one felt like a loooong time.

christmas was obviously good, i went to church christmas eve and then stayed up till 12 and realized it was christmas so i went to bed.  we opened presents and stuff so yay. and then the next day PAUL CAME. whoa whoa whoa, let me refrase that, PAUL ARRIVED. so we went to mikes house and began production on our second movie, The Hero Will Drown. the movie is friggin hilarious and i has the coolest and the cheesiest special effects you will ever see. 

umm so neways, this week was pretty fun, i hung out with hillary for a combined total of about 45 minutes. but we did have lunch together so that was fun. im bored. boooooooooooooooooooooob(mr.deeds) ahh wow, random, i know.

ne ways, ummm, i am too lazy to go into a lot of detail like i usually do, so if u want to know ne other info u can ask me.

more lyrics to leave you with.

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold utopian dream

You do something to me that I can't explain
So would I be out of line if I said
I miss you?

I see your picture
I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine
You have only been gone ten days
But already I'm wasting away
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon
But I need you to know that I care
And I miss you

well its winter break, and that kicks ass. this last week wasn't too exciting but it had its highs.

i had 4 games and it started out with one against monte vista. and we beat those bastards 1-0.  then on friday we got to play in the rain against livermore and we won 3-0. then came saturday morning, 7-0 win over some shit team.  and later that day we got to play castro valley.  that game was an absolute mud bath, and hella fun. we won 2-1 and we were missing like 4 starters.

saturday nite was friggin hilarious.  however, i think me frank mike and pat succeded in pissing off danielle. but i dont really care any more because she gets pissed off at everyone for everything now and its really fucking annoying. ANY WAYS, i went to mikes that nite, and i walk in and mike frank and pat are playing monopoly......with out me!!!! that was the funniest board game experience ever, and in the end mike got pissed and flipped the board and everything over and made a ginormous mess. and then i rode home in franks car, scariest experience ever, im not sure wheather it was the swearing going back and forth between frank and his mom, or if it was because his mom was hitting him and telling him she was gunna kick his ass when they got home.

sunday was pretty cool as well. i went to church and then grabbed some lunch with hillary and liz. and then later had band practice and went home to eat dinner. i then tried to do something with hillary but i failed. so i went bowling with mike keith frank and pat. the bowling alley was friggin packed. ne ways, we left at about 11 or 1130 and walked to jack in the box and then went home.

im just gunna leave u with some totally rad incubus lyrics that i can relate to.

there's something about the look in your eyes, something i noticed when the light was just right.  it reminded me twice that i was alive, and it reminded me that your so worth the fight.

there's something about the way you move, i see your mouth in slow motion when u sing.  more subtle than something some one contrives, your movements echo that i have seen the real thing